It's cloudy here on the Knolltop. I guess we're supposed to get some rain today, none yet. Chores are done, the boys had to help the last couple of mornings because Big Daddy is indisposed. It's fun to have them help in the mornings...I get more time to chat with them. Today is baking day for me. I volunteered to bake sweet rolls for a friend who's daughter is graduating and her open house is tomorrow. I thought I would get it done a little at a time, but now I've got 7 batches to make today, the open house is tomorrow! Why do I always wait until the last minute? But that's not a big deal, I enjoy baking... time in the kitchen is really my favorite time. Jake has his second game tonight, his uniform was in the washer this morning, he got up early and put it in the dryer and before school had it folded and put in a special spot so he wouldn't forget it! I never knew he was so good at folding clothes! Better get to the kitchen.
It was a situation I glossed over. I didn’t have to deal with it every single day but it was often enough for me to go to my Bible study group and submit it as a prayer request. They would listen to me and invariably one or two of them would tell me, “You’ve got to take care of that. Get rid of it.” I knew I should, but I didn’t want to face the conflict and I was fearful of the consequences. Life would not be the same. I would have to find other avenues to fill the void that the resolution would create. So instead of facing it once and for all, I worked around it. I figured out ways to deal with it. My work was suffering because of it, but I kept making excuses that it would get better over time. If I just kept feeding the monster, it would be satisfied, and things would work out. But that’s not what happened. I had sleepless nights of worry; I was short-tempered and spent a lot of time wringing my hands and waiting for a better result. Before you start ...
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